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My life is back to where i want it im happy i love my friends i get to see my bf in 20 days oh and im back in Buffalo :D i cant even remember the last time i cried at this point im very happy *dances*

so much for that cheerful mood
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FML!!!!!! i want my fuckin boyfriend so fucking bad i can barely handle it  HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!! im like craving to be held and hugged and kissed and just feel like im fucking wanted again i hate this fuckin state so much!!! im so fucking miserable i mean fucking hell  I HAVE NO WHERE TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then people like to throw out that im not gonna die without my bf blah blah blah STFU you try going without your other half for this long and see how the fuck you feel! ....... ni fucking hate this bullshit why the fuck am i stuck with this shitty fucking life

Lets Dance
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So like 3 days ago all hell broke loose i dont want to get into it but it was fucking terrible ... I have of officially learned that in my family i dont matter and you know what? I DONT FUCKING CARE i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders that all the heart break i have recieved from this family will finally heal and i feel good about it.
 I have the most amazing friend on the face of the planet and they are all i need. :)

Arrrrrg
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I just got done watching X-Men Origins Wolverine .for the first time OMFG SOOOO MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERESGAMBITS ACCENT?!?! WHY DOES WOLVERINE HAVE BONE CLAWS?!?!?!?! AND WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY DO TO DEADPOOL!??!?!?!?! OMFG THAT MOVIE WAS TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh BTW
Emmett
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Im very tired of being bitched at about something every 10seconds of my fucking life .... Please go fuck your self :)

Im looking for a life line
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Within the past year so much shit has happened and im just so tired of it all like one person can only take so much ya know?

Im about to pour my heart into this so be prepared its going to be all over the place.
My lovely boyfriend is the only person who canmake me belive that things will get better and i dont suck as much as i think i do and that im actually worth it.
Its getting harder and harder everyday to make myself think positive cause i feel like everything i want goes horribly wrong this house im in is so hard to stay positive the people here suck i feel like this whole family lives off of lies and secrets im sorry but thats not me and it pisses me off. I hate lying to people i hate secrets its pisses me off so bad.
I must say i do have some amazing friends though who have proved to me time and time again that they will be there for me ... Zach, Nikki, Paula, Kev, Joe but we all know the person who keeps me going everyday is Rob :)
I know if i lived somewhere else right now i would feel like myself again the happy geeky hyper person that i am. I have too much stuff on my mind its hard for me to sort it all out sometimes i just want to be held and cry and other times i just want to be left alone and slip into a dark place i shouldnt be im glad i have people to pull me out of it cause i dont think i could do it on my own. I hate that i have been stabbed in the back so many times that i cant just let go and trust people anymore i miss being naive to the cruelness of the world i wish i could back to my younger self and tell her not to let these people in cause they will turn you into a person that is scared of the world.
I have noticed as of late i am very touchy and the littlest thing sets me off and i hate it cause thats not me my sleeping habbits suck right now all i want to do is sleep but my body wont let me get more the 2 to 3 hours at a time im so tired i can barely handle it.. my family thinks im sleeping all the time but in reality im just laying in bed staring at the cealing wishing i wasnt here and maybe if i think hard enough i can be where i want to be but since i cant be there i want to sleep cause my dreams are the only place im happy .
Im going to start very soon in cutting out alot of people in my life im sorry if your one of them but im sick and tired of trying to keep a friendship when the other person isnt trying on there end.
This is so depressing and trust me i KNOW things will get better its just a long road ahead of me till they are ... and the only person i want right now is Rob cause he makes everything go away .

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I have discovered its so hard to stay positive when your only around negative people and things hardly ever go right.

Lets do this!
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Okay so my weekend Officially started onf Friday. Me and Rob went over to Lauras house to wait for everyone to get thier we set  up 3 beer pong tables and informed everyone that this was the Beer Pong Olympics after everyone got thier it became amazing me and Dan were on the same team we represented the Scotland with our plaid bandannas we rocked apprently im fuckin amazing at Beer Pong. Im pretty sure me and Dan were the undefeated champs. Eventually rob left i felt really bad about but he kept telling me thiers no reason to be. lol ... after all that we played FlipCup which im sure was everyones downfall of the whole night  the teams first started out as me Tom and Laura but Dan was like no Miranda is on my team so me and Joe switched sides... Eventually we were all to drunk to play flip cup anymore Dan kept pickin on me all night so i tackeld his ass saying i was gonna kill him once he was ont he floor i stuffed a bandanna in his mouth and dragged him across the room claiming he was dead. After all that we went to Mcdonalds (might i add we were fuckin wasted) and got lots of food everything from thier on was very blurry.
Saturday i had to go to work at 4 i felt drunk all day thank god it was slow.
Sunday me and laura made enchalatas and Dan and Joe came over and we played mexican music ate and had a good time.... We were playing Apples to Apples when we found out steve was on his way  so we went outside to meet him but then all decided to run and hide somehow it ended up turning into hide and seek Laura and Joe on one team and me and Dan on the other lol poor steve. Dan bit me hard as hell at some point i have thebite and teeth marks to prove it still lol.
But anyway after all that we decidedto go wegmans which dan and joe got these wax mustache's omg Dan looks like he should have one lol !
Then we went to the  park mind u its like midnight by now me and Dan were creeping Laura out by walking and sounding like Zombies the whole time now that i think about it was pretty creepy.
Today me and laura went to Akron falls laura made me climb a cliff like 13 times but it was fun as hell least im working out.

I serisously did not want this weekend to end i had way too much work 2morrow 7-3 ugh well at least im looking for a new job :)

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So my ferret Danny died today and im pretty sure im the most depressed peron on the face of the planet right now RIP Danny :(

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